Monthly Archives: March 2003

News time

Seeing as the snow isn't killing the dish, I've had a chance to read the news. But after this commentary I have to take a quick break and draw a bunny logo for the kids line of clothing. We've also been tossing around the idea of getting an embroidery machine (they're about $2500) so we can do everything from patches to custom work on shirts and jackets in-house.

One of the (goofy) ideas we'd tossed around was that when you submit pictures to different sections on BME, you become eligible for patches signifying that activities — kind of like in Cub Scouts for fire starting, rope tying, etc., except ours would be for “tongue piercing”, “suicide suspension”, “prince albert”, and so on… And you'd have to have sent in a picture of that to order, so they'll have legitimacy.

Anyway, the bigger news is the US spying on UN security council members. Because the UNSC delegations are in New York, it's easy for the US government to get wiretaps and full surveillance on all the other security council members. The documentation of this has just been leaked to the media.

What the fuck is the US thinking with stunts like this?

First economic and military threats, and now the revelation that they're not even willing to play fair and honourable (not that anyone internationally has listed “honour” as an American trait for a long time)… Why even bother working with the international community? Seriously, what is the US trying to achieve?

If this process continues, the US will find itself at odds with the entire world, and as big and powerful as it is, it will collapse under that kind of weight… Leaving nothing but a 300-million very poor people, stripped of their civil rights and slaving under the will of a corporate military dictatorship ruled by a handful of very rich men.

The US has announced that it plans on gassing Saddam's people (again — remember when the US helped Saddam gas the Kurds?). Why is it OK for the US to develop gas weapons that have been banned for combat use? Why are people OK with this? Hell, there are how many US government employees? 20 million at least? All it takes is for them to say “fuck this, this is wrong, I will not support this”.

Raise the fist!

Wave the black flag!

The UN expects that about 10 million Iraqis will die from this war. A humble suggestion: killing people isn't liberating them. Along the same lines, the US has told reporters to get out of Bagdad on account of it being levelled soon. Yeah, “we'll keep civilian casualties to a minimum.”

Truth: If the US kills millions of civilians in order to depose Saddam, and the American people don't stop their government, thereby giving it their support (it is a democracy), then any and all terrorist attacks on the US civilian population are justified. I think it's wrong, but if one side can murder the other side's children as a military tactic, then it must go both ways.

Is this the bed you want to sleep in?

The Kurds have vowed to murder, well, everybody, now adding any Turkish troops that help America in this war to their dead pool. Shouldn't that be a hint that we should just back off? We (the Western nations) don't need the headache of making these killers and terrorists our allies just because it serves the American Imperialism of the moment… It's not going to turn out well.

Canadians I think will enjoy this quote from Cretien more so than others since it's especially funny when you imagine Mr. Shawinigan Handshake saying it.

If it is a changing of regime, it's not what is 1441… And if you start changing regimes, where do you stop? This is the problem, who is next? Give me the list, the priority list! I'm OK, I only have 11 months to go [Cretien is stepping down] but how about somebody else? So this is a very dangerous concept.

But he is right — that's the core of it. We (as in other nations) have no right to call for “regime change” or to attempt to depose foreign rulers. We can certainly call for them to be tried in international war crimes courts (which the US opposes anyway, since they have so many war criminals internally), or we can attack their policies (ie. human rights violations, attacks on other nations, etc.), but we have no right to call for regime change or even for disarmament.

As soon as we support such a policy, we can toss the concepts of sovereignty, independence, self-determination, and freedom out the door. Now, I do realize that most governments are vehemently opposed to freedom and such… But as individuals, we do have at least a little say in who rules us, and I hope that most of us have the sense to make decisions that support freedom rather than eliminate it.

Too bad that hope's getting shattered.

In Crazy North Korea news, they continue to up their nuke program in the face of US aggression. Even though they've said that their sole reason for these weapons is defending against attacks from the fascist US dictatorship, the US continues to threaten them. But, given the world we live in, the true prophets may be big business… Let's spin the corporate eight-ball and see what it says:

With the United States on the brink of war in Iraq and North Korea test-firing missiles, State Farm Insurance Cos. is issuing a timely, if chilling, notice to customers: It won't cover auto damage caused by nuclear blasts or radioactive fallout.

Well, it's hammer bunny time.

March 2nd, 2003

Lots of snow here this morning, but it's that nice warm fluffy childhood sort of snow. Shockingly the satellite never cut out once (yet), so the update is on the main set trouble free. The leaderboards are fully up to date, with frank_prov stealing the lead with Allen's photos.

Anyway, some quick photos and their explanations:


Dumbass. Jason went out with some idiot friend (the kid that I shot in the nuts over and over with the paintball gun because he wanted to “be Jackass”). They've left his car in the driveway. There's thirty feet of clear space in front, but instead they've blocked the driveway during a snowstorm. I hope that we need to go out so I can have an excuse winch that fuckers car into the swamp. Not cool.

Of course, I've let my toys rot in the snow, so I'm probably going to hell too. I was going to put them properly under cover, but the snow hit sooner than expected, and then the driveway was too icy to get things under cover. Or maybe I was just being lazy.

Brushing off the dish. Actually, it totally cut through that layer (this was a preemptive brushing); I was quite impressed. If it wasn't for the latency issues, this dish would be a total dream project. Where's FTL communication when you need it?

The new coupon design. They don't look like crap, like the first set… I wrote some software that manipulates the text layers in PSD files to do it (not hard, you just do a search and replace on the ASCII of the text, with a &H00 inbetween every letter, and then PS re-renders on re-load).

Why?

Why do people waste my time by submitting pictures like this? Do they really expect that I can post them? While I'm sure they think it's a great picture of their piercing, I'm not sure how they can convince themselves it's up to even the standard of the worst pictures on the site…

Thanks.

Time to go read an old book… Like the blurb says, “This was no ordinary war. This was a war to make the world safe for democracy. And if democracy was made safe, then nothing else mattered — not the millions of dead bodies, nor the thousands of ruined lives…”

What is democracy?
It's got something to do with young men killing each other I believe.
When it comes to be my turn, will you want me to go?
For democracy, any man would give his only begotten son.

I realized a few days ago that the expansion of the size of the US military (that is, a dramatic increase in the number of people who rely on it for employment, education, etc.) is the easiest way for the government to grow to monstrous proportions and eliminate human rights is by tricking former citizens into signing away their rights — that is, enlisting.

I'm not going to propose an answer for anyone else — I know the answer I apply to my own life, and I know the value I put on freedom… But I wonder — who is willing to sign away their rights, and pledge their soul and their life to evil, all in trade for a few dollars? Seems like a pact with the devil to me…

Poll

A lot of people are writing me about the author (Stephen Ashley) writing them about a book on “on Sexuality and Lifestyles, along with Sydney Doctor John White” that he's doing. Apparently they've harvested BME for email addresses and are trying to secure reprint rights for as many BME experiences as they can.

First, please understand that as far as I'm concerned they're your experiences so if you want to give permission, that's cool by me.

However, also understand that this is being done without my consent or even the courtesy to let me know. I can't tell you if they're looking to attack the stories they reprint, or if they just figured they could make a quick buck by reprinting what parts of BME they could get rights to — it wouldn't be the first time it's happened. Some of you surely recall the bottom-of-the-barrel trade journal that pulled the same stunt a while back.

My personal advice would be to either tell them to forget it, or at least find out specifically what the nature of the project is.


PS. I caught this from Cora, who caught it from Vanilla.

Yourself as you are now:

Somewhere between and

A time when you felt powerless:
A time when you felt defeated:
A time when you felt incredibly depressed:
A time when you thought things couldn't get worse:
A time when you felt worthless:
The answer is the same for all of these: when I was forced to take psyche drugs I shouldn't be on. I think that was the key factor in the darkest period of my life; abuse by the medical-pharmaceutical megacorps.

A person who was a negative influence on you:
I don't think anyone has ever had a negative influence on me. I'm not sure that I believe in the concept in general. I mean, people have done crappy things to me from time to time (regularly!), but I don't think anyone has influenced me in a negative way… If someone makes me unhappy, I hope learn from it, and then cut off contact with them before it damages me.

A person who did something terrible to you:
I'm not thinking of anything specific, but occasionally when people do really inhumane crappy things to me, it makes me temporarily lose faith in people in general, which I need to sustain to keep going.

The worst piece of advice you have ever been given:
“You can trust me.” I'm not saying that people are fundamentally untrustworthy or evil, but I will say that most people are fundamentally selfish. As a result, if they don't enjoy acting in the service of humanity, they will always act in their own best interest — which is often not identical to the best interests of the community.

Something that you did recently that you knew was wrong:
If I knew it was wrong, I wouldn't do it. I would hope any decent person would answer roughly the same. My only major shortcoming ethically that I can see is my personal support of gas-guzzling polluting vehicles.

A time when you felt powerful:
I think the single most liberating and powerful moment I can remember is doing my meatotomy. As anyone who's done it themselves can tell you, the moment that everything folds open is most definitely indesribably powerful and spiritual. One of those “suddently things are the way they're supposed to be” moments…

A time when you were courageous:
Getting my uvula pierced was one of the scariest things I've done. That really freaked me out at the time. In hindsight it was really no big deal, but courage isn't defined by the act itself, it's defined by your relationship to the act. That is, while I don't mind spiders crawling on me, an extreme arachnophobe takes supreme courage to allow it to happen.

A time when you were incredibly happy:
**ADULT**

A time when you were exactly where you wanted to be:
I try and make this “always”. If I don't like where I am, I'll change my location. Strangely enough, most unhappiness is voluntary. For some messed up reason, many people seem to consciously decide to be unhappy and then actually work to perpetuate that state.

A time when you felt valuable:
We're all tiny pieces in larger unit. Some pieces may fall in key structural locations, and I think maybe I have at least a small structural role, but all are valuable and definitely needed. Either you're a piece of the whole or you're just dead matter.

A person who has influenced how you treat others:
My father has been my primary influence on how I behave. Yes, he did eventually lose it and fall from grace, and definitely had his shortcomings, but that's irrelevant to the good that was in him, and I hope I've emulated the good, and learned from the bad. If it can be said that a parent's role is to pass on their knowledge and values, he definitely did that.

A person who did something wonderful for you:
People have been very nice to me. I don't think I could answer this fairly without naming a lot of people.

The best piece of advice you have ever been given:
“It's not a big deal” or “Don't worry about it”.

Something that you did recently because it was the right thing to do:
That's pretty much the only reason I do things. I'm not saying I don't screw up on a regular basis, but I try and only do things because they're the right thing to do, be it the big decisions, or be it little stuff like deciding what to eat for supper.

Yourself as you want to be:
Omniscience through universalism.

Greederiffic

I'm not going to tell you who is responsible, but I can tell you that it's pretty clear that there are a handful of users are consuming far more than their fair share of resources.

For example, the young man in Calgary who pressed reload on the main index 750 times, the young man from Ohio who viewed nearly 500 user's pages, or the guy who's been reported for page-spamming who pressed reload on forums about 400 times. Then there's the girl from Irvine, CA that pressed reload on IAM almost a thousand times in a four hour stretch, followed by a girl from Texas at 750 times, and then a Satanist with about 700 reloads.

Or the guy from Germany running the spy account that viewed 500 image gallery pages, or the sixteen year old girl “addicted to online tests” who downloaded almost 700 images (followed by the German guy who only viewed about 500, or one for every gallery he viewed).

I've just made some slight changes to the monitoring system. Now it can accurately tell the difference between pressing reload and actually using the forum and IM systems (to be sure the robots don't falsely accuse anyone).

In the short term, my plan was to simply run a daily tally of these numbers, and when a person significantly outdoes normal usage, it would put an obnoxious banner across the top of the screen that said something like:

You are using more than
your fair share of system resources!

Also, potentially reducing the numbers for spy accounts… While I don't mind users who actually use the site consuming high resources from time to time, I'm not so cool with people who treat this as a porn site wasting its resources so they can jack off.

Anyway, I have to go work on an image update…


PS. George Bush is a liar.