Monthly Archives: February 2004

Big Bend Tunnel on that C & O Road A Gonna be the death of me

I managed to get my groceries (so I won't starve; ignore the rest of the story), and after that I shot down to see if NY Subs (Indian burrito joint near my old place that I'm sure some of you know) was still open… It had literally closed just before I got there, so I drove past a couple other places I like but they were all closed too. Screw food, who needs it! I live off code!

I did gas up Rachel's car so at least I got a good deed in while I was doing my selfish stuff — I don't like the idea of her having to stand in the cold, especially since she's got an overflowing schedule as well now that she's going to pilot school (if it's a matter of me losing sleep versus her losing sleep, I'd rather it was me). I think I had an insane work ethic ingrained in me in my youth, so it's easier for me to pick up slack like that more than most people I think.

It's funny the things you remember from when you're a kid. The very first story I can remember reading is one about John Henry (versus the steam drill), and it's stuck with me. Maybe part of me wants to die with a hammer in my hand — it feels noble. Of course, maybe it's just that perverse workaholic sickness — I really do “get off” on that feeling you get when you've pushed your brain to it's breaking point and you can feel your neurons ripping themselves apart and restructuring your consciousness just to survive another minute. It's more fun than it sounds, honest.


Oh, and since a lot of people are sending me this link I'll just mention it briefly and give my take on it. I'm not sold on the climate shift — that's really a wild card that could go either way. I do think however it is very safe to assume that we will see water wars soon (which means you can bet on the US invading Canada).

I have to tell you, there really is a good chance society goes down the drain from that type of catastrophe. I also have to admit that there's a growing part of me that wants to just say FUCKIT, start converting my assets to apocalypse mode (guns, gold, and land), become a rich American, vote Bush, and play out the scorched earth scenario…

Of course, there's an equally large part that says “get the hell out while you still can” and is kicking the crap out myself for not being properly self-sufficient yet. All that said, the intelligent bet is still on “business as usual”. But it wouldn't be the first time humans have knocked themselves back a few thousand years.

Done taping

FIRST: HOLY SHIRTS IN STOCK NOW!

So I shot down to CityTV/Bravo/Space/etc. to do my interview with Daniel Richler (which for anyone into Canadian literature, is a very cool thing). I was a bit early so Meg (who works across the street) kept me company for fifteen minutes or so before I went back to see what was up. My co-guests were Damien (which was nice, I haven't seen him in a while so he told me all about the exciting stuff that's happening with his convention — which is right before BMEfest) and an author who's name I've unfortunately already forgotten but was a real nice guy. I was a little out of my element — tattoos are far from my area of expertise — but it was fun. I think I threw Daniel for a bit of a loop talking about the utilization of tattoos in psychic posssession.

Anyway, it airs next Thursday on Book TV for those of you in Canada. I'll capture a few segments and post them here since it doesn't air outside of Canada except wite a few satellite broadcasters.

Now I'm going to go out and do some grocery shopping (distilled water and fruit basically — one of the problems with eating a different diet than Rachel is that I have to do my own food shopping) — I havne't had a full meal since a day or two before leaving for RI SusCon… And then it's a long, long night of work for me, which will be followed by a long day of work tomorrow.

PS. Thanks to Leo for letting me be near his knee suspension at SusCon. It meant a lot to me, it's always intense to feel a suspension where the person does the piercings themselves and really has to fight, to overcome something to get through it. In many ways it's a lot more intense than painpigs that aren't really phased by that element of the experience…

I need a DARPA grant… (This is from a movie script I wrote)


Online community & messaging engines
in the application of sigil magic

Abstract

Software engines providing access to community websites and other social networking tools often are aware of location-based information on their users. US zipcodes can locate a user typically within a twenty mile radius, and Canadian postal codes are often accurate to within a two hundred foot radius in larger cities. Cell phones, GPS aware automobiles, and other navigation devices are all capable of providing even more accurate telemetry, often with elevation, motion, and other data as well.

For the purposes of planetary- or continent-scale magic, distributed sigils placed as vector endpoints have been the traditional method of creating singular sigils which span hundreds or thousands of miles. Historically this involved the physical construction of temples to house the sigils, but with location-aware networking tools sigils can be placed instantly and in any configuration.

At any given moment a piece of networking software has a mesh of users which may be located in both two dimensional and three dimensional projections. Simple pattern matching can take a given macro-sigil and find users who are located at the vector endpoints; the larger the userbase, the more accurate (and powerful) the sigil can be. By inserting micro-sigils into their online experience (and thus their consciousness), the macro-sigil becomes activated. Sub-sigils for the purposes of targetting and energy direction, as well as glyph orientation and psychic sharpening may be inserted into the consciousness of users inside and outside the main glyph as well. Synchornized transmission of digitized sigils may be used as an activator.

Location-aware cellphones coupled with instant messaging technologies as well as automobiles with navigation systems are also able to orchestrate this type of large-scale magic on a more localized and precise level, including the realtime targeting of specific individuals and locations.

Coming soon

This is on the presses right now…
I can't wait; it's one of my favorite designs that I've drawn…

I'll post again about it in a day or two when the run is complete.

LarRat Trike

In 2-3 weeks I'll finally have some garage space for the trike. Come summer I want to drive to the North Pole (or as close to it as you can get). I'm told the sound of the winds blowing through the grasses in the Canadian arctic is one of the most beautiful things you can experience on this planet. Not that I am spending much time on this planet these days. Or something like that.

…and I'm back…

I had a great time at RI SusCon… First a big thank you to Rachel for convincing me to go in the first place (maybe she just wanted to be rid of me for a while, it looks like she got a lot more done without me here!). Anyway, travelling, as much as I do like to do it, stresses me out a lot and I wouldn't have gone without her prodding. Thanks also to Clive who split the driving with me, and to Blandrea who also accompanied us for (half) our journey.

Big props go to Frank for putting together such a well managed event.

(That deserved it's own paragraph. Seriously, he really did a great job.)

It was really cool seeing old friends again. I'm really tired right now so I don't want to link names because I'll forget people I don't want to leave out (Ron, Allen, Mishel, Emrys, Brian, Shawn, Trash, Liz, Cere, Rebekah, Atom, Baital, Kromedome, Joy, Craig, Femgoddess69, Godaikan, Lobez, Leo, Primate, Robert, Make Yourself, Evan, Vayne, Warren, Clayman, Phil, Badur, Marty, Rachel, Mike, Grazer, Adrian, x31337x, Mr. Nobody, Code Zero, etc. etc. etc. — and I know I've just left out at least twenty names of people who I think are awesome). But there were people at RI that I have literally known for a decade (makes me want to go to RABcon… for the first time), most of whom I rarely get to see in person and one that I think I met for the first time in person. Lots of amazing beautiful suspension facilitators as well, and of course seeing people go up both for the first time and many experienced people as well is always rewarding.

I was allowed to take part in some really special things and I greatly appreciate the people involved letting me be a part of it. Thank you, I hope if you're reading this you know I'm talking to you.

It was also nice getting to see a lot of people (this was a big event) that I know from IAM, both in person and from online. It's funny — because I've been editing so many of the BBQ videos that Badur and Johnny shot, I really feel like I know a lot of people when I meet them for the first time. There were a number of people that I talked to that I know well both from IAM and from the videos that I was utterly convinced I'd met before (but they swear I haven't).

Saw some very cool procedure work as well and saw a somewhat hilarious IAM soap opera unfolding (I think with a positive conclusion). Also met some new friends for the first time which is always nice. ROP definitely draws a nice crowd of people. The vibe must have been good, because I found myself stepping into people's nervous systems accidentally and looking around… I don't know if I should feel guilty about that, but because it just kind of happened (normally I have to force it or at least control it) I figure it's not a violation of privacy any more than looking in an open door. Why should I feel guilty about reading someone's mind if they keep it open?

Oh — the RI suscon photos are going to be used to give birth to a new section on BME for ritual-type events (sort of like the tattoo convension section). I think it makes sense. I'll probably split up BME BBQs that way too from now on… So if you're sending in RI suscon pix, please make sure that I know that's what they're from if it's not obvious.

PS. Very cool stuff coming from Ron in the not too distant future. Stay tuned.


This is from Rachel's page:

Yeah, so I'm lazy and ignored the “write down” part.

Do you ever…

…watch Star Trek? Do you ever read the news, and then think maybe we're one of those evil, messed-up species that insists on committing some kind of cosmic TOS violation?