Damn gnomes

Argh! Today's going to be a long and painful day… I only managed about two hours of sleep and am really sore, and it's off to the gym shortly, and then I'm getting my chestpiece finished (hopefully finished anyway).

It's “funny”, this morning I'm angry, generally pissed off, paranoid, and really depressed. Objectively I know it's just because it was a painful night, but even knowing that it's hard to translate that into subjective experience. It's own thing to know the way you're feeling is irrational, but another thing altogether to actually change the way you're feeling. But anyway, the few nights (or days) that I've taken a painkiller I've really felt a lot better, both emotionally and in terms of my ability to get things done.

I'm just really paranoid about getting hooked on pills… I already have enough of a drug problem.

Wow Shannon, that's really annoying! What is it, 1997 on Geocities? Retroweb is NOT cool!

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